Prayer Request: stop me from falling apart
Please pray for me as my whole world is tumbling and falling apart. Piece by piece, till it's torn to a point of no return.
I was born in a poor family and lost my father in my youth. But somehow I have always found ways and means to survive. And survive comfortably, to a point I was living without debts.
I was a born ultra atheist till I met my now wife (we have been married for 2 months) 6 years ago.
She was the most beautiful and best thing to happen in my life. She was a Catholic and she has managed to convert me to a Catholic. Things were going so well for us without any setbacks for the past 6 years.
But problems suddenly arose 3 months before the wedding date. I went through torments of hell as she suddenly lost interest in the whole relationship and for no valid reason.
She keeps finding fault in me in any single small thing, but we have managed to get married somehow.
It was a beautiful Catholic Wedding. And on the first day of our wedding my whole world was torn. What was supposed to be a beginning of a new exciting life is "the end" to mine.
I try to do everything the Sacrament of Marriage is and she is jus a distance apart. We are living like housemates rather than as husband and wife. We sleep in different rooms and she minds her thing and me, mine.
This has brought me down into a super depression and all my work has been overlooked. I do my own business and it has affected me so bad that I am back debt ridden, to a point that Satan has constantly been playing this suicide idea in my head.
I feel that life has been totally unfair towards me. Every step that I take it pushes me down 10 steps. I am praying everyday and hoping for a miracle to happen.
For my wife to have a change of heart so we can live like a good Catholic couple and bring new seeds to this earth.
I am falling apart as nothing is right at this point in my life. I need serious prayers. Show me the way back to my wife's heart. And for us to reconcile and repent.
And that I will be out from this depression and get back on my feet and start living, working, earning, pay my debts, my bills and enrich other's lives in the process....